Motivation Escapes Me!

I am always motivated. In my mind. Or at least I think I am. But then I do so good for a few days, I loose my focus and in goes the bad food. As soon as I eat it I remember! I stop, often spitting it out. I want it to become second nature....no more anything sweet. I guess it will always be a struggle but I so wish it were not.

I want the easy way I guess and nothing in my life has been easy. It always has been hard and often times impossible seeming. I want it easy...just for a little while.

You can chase a butterfly all over the field and never catch it. But if you sit quietly in the grass it will come and sit on your shoulder.~~Unknown~~