It is odd. Inside I feel very small in size. The mirror shows differently. I guess that is a good thing, unlike the small people who mentally think they are big and end up with eating disorders. I just have to get active and get more sleep. At times I know I am sleep deprived and am just too tired to work out. Sleep is what I need the most. I plan to get more of that as well. Without proper rest you will not loose weight either.
You can chase a butterfly all over the field and never catch it. But if you sit quietly in the grass it will come and sit on your shoulder.