I left on a Friday and was still in a state. The next day Saturday I only felt extreme relief, like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders that had been hodling me back for a long time. Mentally that place left my mind like I had not worked there in 20 years. Friday I was in a state of disbelief but after that I have never looked back. I just regret staying so long. Sometimes loyalty to a company is just not good enough even when you work is excellent. There seems like there is always one that is singled out. That one was me.
The break I am having now is good. I still am on my old schedule and I feel a little anxious during the day. I feel like I need to be doing more. I will be going back to work soon. I am looking forward to change. Change is good.
You can chase a butterfly all over the field and never catch it. But if you sit quietly in the grass it will come and sit on your shoulder.